There are just too many people watching, I can feel their eyes on me. It hasn't even started and I already wish it to be over. I don't want to go through with it just because I think I have to, or just because there is noone else better to take it into his hands. Someone tell me why I am doing this and who I am doing this for. Someone give me a reason, just one will do. Sometimes I feel the support that is provided is all but nothing. You all just don't wish to see me fall from above.