I am somewhat relieved that the Biology and Geography papers are over. It's really scary, that time really passes so quickly that before you know it, it's already Thursday night, approaching Friday.
I hope I fare okay with my subjects... and not like get all 2s and 3s because that'd really be irritating.. Argh. And I guess I've told myself not to have such high expectations for myself, because really, at the end of the day, I don't wanna be at the losing end of things right. And also maybe the most prestigious school is not the best place after all. Don't let it get to my head lah.
Sometimes, maybe sometimes only, it's better to settle for second place. It's really difficult to obtain your deepest desires, but do we realise that settling for second good is not a bad thing? Do we know that finding alternatives (which might not necessarily be the best, or so we think) might really end up being the better choice. And no! We're definitely not losers. We should not have the impression that not getting what we want is losing at all.
Sometimes I feel so damn misunderstood. Especially by people who claim that they know me quite well, but actually not quite. It's like... how can people simply judge me from the little impression they have of me? I really don't get how people can just jump to conclusions.. then bitch behind yuor back about something that wasn't even an issue in the first place... I just don't get how this entire shit works lah.
One moment, everything's fine. The next, there seems to be so much trouble that has been brewing, even without my knowledge. Just a few encounters, and you claim that you know me inside out already. Even the people I know in school don't pretend to know me like you do. It just irks me so.
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