I'm still struggling to accept the fact that secondary school life is pretty much over. In fact, it was the last day of school on thursday. There weren't any celebrations, and I guess the day just passed slowly for me. The teachers who had lessons with us on that day did express their concern and well wishes for all of us, and I could really see that they believed in us. It's only up to us now to play our part and excel.
When school ended, I just sat on my seat and started to really begin to realise how fast this journey has been. I know I'm sounding cliche and all, but it really has been a chapter in my book of life that is filled with a hell lot of ups and downs. I really pondered hard 'bout the people, the things we do, and what makes me really want to remember about Dunman. I guess it's really too many.
Now I know why the adults always tell us to savour every second of school life. And that we'd surely miss it like hell when we eventually join the work force. Sigh.
We had science night lessons and I was glad that night wasn't too taxing on my brain juice. I'd already finished physics the night before, so I only had to slave away for chemistry. Oh and I've finally gotten to setting a study timetable for myself. I've never had one of those, simply because I have always been feeling that they don't work. My self-discipline is terrible lah, and actually I think it'd help, like a bit.
I'm currently half-buried in a mound of papers. I've been sorting my practice papers out for a bit, and now I finally see the need for paper clips and those kiaps. Hahahahah. Channeling some Karen here.
Oh and I was at Meridien jc today, for their open house. I felt really woozy and uncomfortable though. And it was all due to those ulcers currently residing in my mouth. I have two big ones, but they are on the snail's road to recovery. These two friends have been here for a week or so, and I thought it'd be the end, but no! They've decided to leave behind some of their friends. So since like two days ago, I have had additional ulcers. Smaller ones, like sores, and there are about four of them situated around. To add to my misery, my tongue is kinda scalded and there's also a sore at the back of it. So yes, I was bloody frustrated. I couldn't eat properly, I couldn't talk properly, and I felt so so so so horrible. And yeah, I was really pissed lah, so it basically spoilt my entire day.
Sigh. Was initially looking forward to the open house and then heading to school for english night lesson, but I cancelled the plans 'cos I was simply too irritated with the craters in my mouth. Most of the time, you'd find me wincing in pain and trying to grin and bare it.
I got home and got really menstrual. I was throwing my weight around lah, but yeah, this feeling sucks. I decided to go to sleep and I snoozed for almost four hours. I hope that's recovery for the ulcers. The gallons of water I am pouring down my sorry throat does not seem to help yet. I hope this would really not affect my study plans and all man..
So tomorrow we'd be heading down to the Victoria jc open house and then to national library, where else but my favourite haunt currently, to study!
Have to lah.. although I am in pain and all... bio practical exam is like next tuesday.
Bye, and pray for my ulcers, please.
